Loathe

I loathe my life! I would not live forever. Leave me alone, for my days are but a breath.

“I loathe my own life; I will express my complaint and speak in the bitterness of my soul.

My son, do not reject the discipline of the LORD, and do not loathe His rebuke;

Then in the nations to which they have been carried captive, your survivors will remember Me—how I have been grieved by their adulterous hearts that turned away from Me, and by their eyes that lusted after idols. So they will loathe themselves for the evil they have done and for all their abominations.

There you will remember your ways and all the deeds with which you have defiled yourselves, and you will loathe yourselves for all the evils you have done.

Then you will remember your evil ways and wicked deeds, and you will loathe yourselves for your iniquities and abominations.